I'm feeling ya, babes

Hey Noa and Lila....lemme just say...I'm feeling your pain...well, the proverbial pain, that is...cause doesn't suck-o-la when the pain isn't so obvious...when it's on the inside and no one can really see it and so to so many it doesn't even seem real...like something that can't be dealt with or doesn't need dealing with because if you can't see it then it must not be there?!

Well, puffo! I just want to make invisible in my life - read "lose" - those people who choose to pretend that only the visible things are the things deserving of attention. That only the wounds that leave a visible scar are the ones that are REALLY there...

Darlings, can ya tell that I'm right there with you? So many, so many are taking and not giving in my life right now...not that that's terribly unusual but I am certainly arriving at a time and space where that is becoming such an unacceptable way of being with me. A lovely freedom is coming from shutting the door on those relationships...the one's that I can, anyway...I'm wondering why in the hell I've waited so long to start exercising this practice. Now, it doesn't mean that more magical folks are materializing! That's the down side...however, there substantial less weight without all that fucking baggage.

Lila, get your paper done...that matters to you and, as a result, matters to me and I will encourage and motivate you to work. George will remember what you've done for him - I hope - and honor this passage in your journey. I love you and i want you to not only finish your work and school but to thrive in it because you deserve to give this world what you have to offer and that school is one of your venues.

Noa, baby I love pizza doughy bread so you send that stuff on down to me and I'll down it with a huge hunk of cheddar. And, by the way, you are more...MORE than enough...from where does the pressure come to be more....and you know me! Is it true?????

A nice little tuck into a featherbed with warm milk and an excellant movie to the both of ya!
Zita