THIS is, Noa, ...

...your life! You've got it! The good, the bad...the ugly...the sexual, the fear, the trepidation, the satisfaction....the love, the connection....THIS is all your life.

Some brilliant woman said to me once: who told you it would get better than this? (These were the words relative to my situation.) And over the years as I replay that moment I continue to get: who said there would be more up than down days? who said "we" deserve "better"...by the way - who defines better?....who said bad things don't happen to good people? Who ... WHO said all that? WE did. We made the prediction that life would be "more".

And, honey, I get you...I get it..I really do. There must be more to this and I think we both know that in the states of bliss that come along it's quite obvious that there is more...and you know what? You are one of the gifted few that have already touched the Divine...have already slipped your tongue into the vase (pronounced: vahz) of Bliss...not many do; they just don't. But because you have it's hard to exist, sometimes, as "just" a worldly being.

We all get it, we Sirens, Ms Noa...and we are here to be on the other side cheering you on...and you know what?...sometimes you are on the other side cheering us on...because it's a never ending journey - this place to bliss and back....and then as the book says: there's the laundry!

You are a Seeker, my friend....love the seeking...it's fucking hard work and your people should be blessing their existences that they get to partake in your manifesting what this life holds for all of you! Rock it out on your time..I assume you're already returning at this point. I hope it was exactly what it needed to be...knowing sometimes that what we need doesn't look at all like what we want...and you know that already, you brilliant, lovely, curly, running, chugging, mothering, loving, sexing, hot WOMAN!

YOuRs...
Zita